otherworldly

Today is one of those days that I have a nagging feeling in the back of my mind that amidst so many other things including - and especially - my own vices, that this is not my home planet.

The wording is weird, but you feel it too. This nagging feeling in the back of your head that you're not from here. You see the interactions of people around you and listen to their words and see how they go about living their lives and all you can think is, "I don't belong here" "I'm not made for this" "When do I get to go home?"

This is where tonight finds me. I'm starting to think that loneliness and "groaning inwardly" aren't so different. I feel lonely because I'm alone. I am alone, not because there is no one around but because there's no one like me around.

How about you? Do you feel it, too? A fundamental disconnect from the world? A lack of ability to fit in anywhere at all?

Know that, in this kingdom, you're not alone. Not even close. I feel your pain and I'm here with you. If I can help, let me know.